Del & The Doctors

There are fewer people in this world who are doing more to highlight the truth about vaccines than Del Bigtree.

Thursday evening 7 pm in the UK, is the highlight of my week, listening to The HighWire.

This is last weeks episode.

Come and join us. You can find Del on most social media platforms, and he has a website I CAN DECIDE

There are other people who deserve a mention, several of whom have already been part of my AtoZChallenge.

Doctor Suzanne Humphries

Doctor Sherri Tenpenny

Dr Toni Bark

Dr Paul Thomas

Dr Lawrence Pawelesky

Robert F Kennedy Jnr ok not a doctor, but he’s right up there.

The Truth is Like a Lion

Then we have some doctors who really don’t deserve a mention, for the lies that they spread: They accuse those who are well read up on the topic of vaccines as spreading fake news, but believe me, the following names are medical people (I refuse to use the word professionals) who spread fake news big time.

Dr Paul Offit aka Dr Profit

Dr Peter Hotez

Dr Stanley Plotkin aka the Godfather of vaccines, or just “pure evil”

The truth is getting out there. Keep reading. See you on the Highwire! Step out onto the Highwire.



PS just heard that I am a Top Fan of Del’s! Awesome!!!







When I first started my research on vaccines, I was totally unaware of what I was going to find. I guess that is the nature of doing research. I probably now spend several hours a day, reading, searching and responding to messages and posts on social media. People are beginning to start to question. A searching mind comes with education, and so as we become more educated, we ask more deep and searching questions.

In the past few weeks censorship has been enforced, if you try and google vaccine information. A Californian Congressman Adam Schiff wrote to Mark Zuckerberg asking him, amongst other things:

  • What actions do you currently take to address misinformation related to vaccines on your platforms? Are you considering or taking additional actions?

The full letter can be read here, courtesy of Robert F Kennedy Jnr and the Children’s Health Defence website.

Amazon had taken down vaccine related books and videos, censoring what people could purchase. On the facebook pages that I am part of, there was a backlash of people cancelling their Amazon accounts.


Censorship is a real issue at the moment. The World Health Organisation WHO identified vaccine hesitancy as one of the top threats to global health. Can you imagine it? Mine and your personal choice and informed consent, is being described as “vaccine hesitancy” and they are going to censor what we can read on the internet, so that we cannot get access to information.

My experience is that you find far more honest information on the internet, than you would get from going to your own doctor, or even our own government websites. Here in the UK our TV channels are also spewing out the same misinformation. It is the legitimate channels that are providing the fake news, not the other way around.

Tell me, do you think it is right, that information about vaccines is censored?

Buttercup the Bovine

Growing up, my education on vaccines came in the history of smallpox and how milk-maids who had had cowpox, appeared to be immune from catching smallpox, or at least sying from it. The history lesson went that Jenner took the pus from a pustule, and injected it into a human being. Eeewwww, hands up if you think that sounds like a good idea?

Back in the early days of innoculation, they weren’t really aware of other contaminants that were being introduced and cross-transferring from bovine to human, things like bovine TB, foot and mouth disease. Dr Suzanne Humphries MD explains more about this in her book “Dissolving Illusions“.

Are bovine products still used in the manufacturing of vaccines today? Well yes they still are, according to the US Food & Drug Administration. Why are they used? Well according to the FDA website:

“because cows are very large animals, commonly used for food, and thus much material is available.

Many different parts of the cow are used, at different stages of the cow’s life, some specifically are used when the animal is still a calf.

More can be read on Dr Sheri Tenpenny’s site which has a wealth of information.

She is much more knowledgable than me on the subject of vaccines, so I will provide a link to her website for you to read for yourself, the 8 different parts of the cow that are used, and what they are used for. Vaxxter is Dr Tenpenny’s website

Here is a list of vaccines that use foetal bovine serum.

  • All DTaP vaccines: Infanrix, Kinrix, Pediarix, Pentacel
  • Teen Tdap vaccines: Adacel, Boostrix
  • Tetanus boosters: DT, dT, TT (no longer readily available)
  • Hepatitis A
  • Polio
  • ProQuad – (MMR + V)
  • Japanese Encephalitis
  • MMR
  • Rotateq
  • Rabies
  • Varivax and
  • Zostavax (shingles vaccine).

As the word suggests, the serum is taken from a foetus. Yes you heard and are probably imagining right, that is the unborn calf. The logisitcs of obtaining the serum are as gruesome as you might imagine. Again Dr Tenpenny describes it quite clearly on her website which you can find on the link above.

And let us not forget Bovine Spongiform Encephalopathy or BSE, mad cow disease. It is quite likely that it transferred from animals to humans via the vaccine link.

I often wonder if my friends who are vegetarian know about the ingredients that are found in vaccines, and how they are obtained.

Be the Change


4.4.19 I have just come across this trailer for a vimeo video on the “Mad Cow Disease” which had such a profound effect on the beef and cattle industry here in the UK.

Cows, Cash and Cover-ups? Investigating Variant CJD from Partickular Films on Vimeo.

Hands up if this blog post has made you feel sick?




Aluminium Adjuvants

I am not an aluminium expert, that accolade goes to Dr Chris Exley PhD. I am not going to try and explain the dangers of injecting aluminium into yourself or your family. I will leave it to the expert.

This 1st short video is from another Chris, Dr Chris Shaw. In this short clip he explains the effect of aluminium injected into the body.

This is a longer video taken from Dr Chris Exley’s  video recorded at his talk in Dec 2018 on the Isle of Man. It has some very interesting points for those who are investigating the ingredients in vaccine, to make an informed choice.

Dr Chris Exley 3rd December 2018, Manx Museum from Courtenay Heading on Vimeo.

This is an information sharing blog post, to enable people to come to their own conclusion about vaccinations. To decide whether the benefit:risk ratio is worth it for them to take for themselves and their families.



Where There is Risk, There Must Be Choice: AtoZ Challenge

Throughtout the month of April 2019, I shall be writing a daily blog post for every letter of the alphabet on a single subject. It is known as the AtoZ Challenge.

April just happens to be Vaccine Awareness Month, so I have chosen to blog on this subject. It is a hot topic at the moment, as in the United States of America, they seem anything but united.  It appears that Freedom to Choose is being challenged. Here in the UK, our own Health Minister seems intent on questioning vaccine hesitancy.

My posts will be what I wish I knew years ago. These posts are neither pro- nor anti- vaccine. They are meant as a way of informing people about what they chose to have injected into their body. I wish I had known 23 years ago, when I took my daughter to the Health Visitor checks, where her routine vaccinations were given. I didn’t question

I am in the process of coming up with the 26 titles for the 26 posts.

1st April:  Aluminium Adjuvants, Amen

2nd April: Bovine Calf Serum

3rd April Carcinogenecity

4th April Del Bigtree & Doctors

5th April E

6th Fertility

8th April Gardasil

9th Health

10th April Immune System & Integrity

11th April J

12th April Kennedy: Robert F Jnr

13th April L

15th April Meningitis MMR

16th April Nine Hour Deposisiton

17th April O

18th Plotkin

19th April Q

20th April Research

22nd April Sids

23rd April Testing Testing Testing

24th April U

25th April Vaccines

26th April Wakefield Dr Andy

27th April X

29th April Yellow Fever

30th April Z




Informed Choice

Over the past few years of practice, I have seen a change in symptoms that are presenting in clinic, that I became concerned, and started to do my own research 2 years ago. What I found concerned me. Patients are seeking me out for treatment, and exhibiting some symptoms that I believe are damage caused by vaccines.

I have decided to do something about it, so I have drafted a letter to my MP. I have an appointment to see him on Friday 1st March 2019.

My view on this, is that we must have parental rights and informed choice on any vaccinations that our babies & children are scheduled for, before any injection is given. Proper information, that is information on the vaccine insert, not the sterilized version that is writen in patient informatioin leaflets handed out by the NHS.

Please keep an eye out for updates on this.

Keep our children safe

Blessings JoyYou May Chose to Look the Other Way-4

Big Moment in Polio History

What do you think when you hear the word “polio”? Do any images come to mind?

For me it conjured up President Roosevelt, Ian Dury and his rhythm stick, swimming pools and wheelchairs, iron lungs. I believed it was a nasty disease, a killer and a paralyser. And a few drops of liquid on a sugar cube protected me from it. That was, until I watched The Truth About Vaccines.

It was a huge OMG moment, hearing Dr Suzanne Humphries explain about how the wild polio virus attacked the motor neurones in the anterior horn of the spinal column. To put it simply, the nerves that are involved with muscular movement, including the inter-costal muscles which are involved in breathing. Something else that affects the same pathways is DDT, (omg moment right there, I and the rest of the population had been hoodwinked) a widely used insecticide used in the 1940’s and 50’s had the same effect on the body, as the wild polio virus. If you read Dissolving Illusions, you can see the chart of the incidence of poliomyelitis prior to the so called epidemics. The incidence was way lower than

This video will show you the widespread use of DDT.

Is it any wonder that people started to exhibit sign’s of “polio”. What they actually had was DDT poisoning. Ian Dury developed his symptoms after a visit to his local swimming pool, in 1949. My money is on the chances that DDT was used around the pool.

The scales had been removed from my eyes. I now saw what garbage we are being fed on the need for vaccines. The niggle that I had had over a vaccine being introduced for such mundane childhood illnesses as measles, mumps and rubella had been scratched, and I did not like what it revealed. What I saw was a whole industry built around poisoning the planet with insecticides and herbicides, and blaming virus’ for the destruction they caused. Then coming up with a multi-million dollar industry, to make more money, from the very problems that they had caused.

Polio drops on a Sugar Lump

It is 65 years ago today on 23rd February 1954, mass inoculation began using the Salk polio vaccine. If you were anything like me, you believe that the introduction of this vaccine saved 1000’s of people from paralysis and even death. What you probably don’t know, because unless you have done any research on it, and let’s be honest, why would you, that just like smallpox before it, incidence of polio increased. Dr Suzanne Humphries dedicates a whole chapter in her book “Dissolving Illusions” to polio, or should that really be, DDT poisoning?

I had wanted to write more about the Salk vaccine, but I will leave that for another time. For far more information on the truth about vaccines, I seriously urge you to read Dissolving Illusions.

Blessings and Stay Safe


My Vaccine History

I was born in the 1960’s. As far as I am aware I had what was known as the triple vaccine back then, composed of Diptheria, Tetanus and Whooping Cough, with Polio on a sugar lump. I have a scar on my arm either from the BCG, for TB, or for smallpox, so I must have had at least one of those too at some point. Did I get a vaccination for smallpox or for TB, or both? Who knows, cos I don’t.

I remember the “6 needle” injection at secondary school, the Heaf test. It came back positive, which was good, it meant no injection for TB. As a girl, I believe I also got something for rubella, for when I had babies!

I can’t believe that my mother would have questioned them. I never questioned them either. Not even when I went off to Nursing School aged 19, and they wanted to give me the whole round again. I rolled up my sleeve like a sheep. The doctor knows best after all don’t they?

As a child I caught chicken pox, mumps, measles and I think German measles. No big deal! I don’t even remember having them. I survived, I am still here, pretty healthy to be honest.

At some point in my nursing career the Hepatitis vaccine was added. A? or B? I do not know, but I obediently went along and had it, as I was told I could not nurse without it. I travelled to Africa in the early 80’s. Did I have the Yellow fever vaccine? Possibly, if they told me I needed it, then I would have got it.

So you can see that I have had my fair few number of vaccines over the years. And like the majority of people didn’t question them.

In the mid-80’s I was working on an infectious diseases unit in Southend-on-Sea, Essex. On the unit we were responsible for reporting cases of Notifiable Diseases to the authorities, when a case was identified by microbiology report. At the beginning it was for things like whooping cough, meningococcal menigitis, salmonella, campylobacter. We DID NOT report measles, mumps or rubella. But in the mid 1980’s we were asked to report these 3 diseases. We were told that a vaccine was in the pipeline, and the authorities wanted to be able to measure the effectiveness of said vaccine.

I started to ask myself questions. Why would you need a vaccine for something that I had had, and survived? These 3 childhood diseases were not killers, that we had been told the diseases were, which were in the triple vaccine and polio. It didn’t make any sense to me.

My daughter was born in 1996. I may have had a few misgivings about giving a perfectly healthy baby her 8 week vaccinations, but I obediently did. It was only when it came to the MMR that I hesitated. I put it off, I didn’t agree with it being given, and from my recollection, nobody challenged me on it. They may have asked me twice, but I think they just accepted what I said, due to my nursing background, and possibly because they felt as I did, they had had the normal childhood illnesses and had survived.

By 1996, I had left nursing, and was in the middle of my training as a McTimoney Chiropractor, where I learnt a very different approach to health. This may have had an impact on my willingness to question vaccines a little. Certainly my daughter’s pre-school boosters were not given pre-school! I knew enough about the body to know that the 1st introduction of any substance that the body will develop an allergy to, is never at the 1st dose. That is when the body mounts an immune response and makes the anti-bodies. I also knew that they have chosen to give toddlers 2 doses of MMR, because they did not know which children had made the anti-bodies, so just to be sure, they gave all children a second dose. I believe that is where so much of the issue lies. Having this knowledge, I agreed to my daughter getting 1 dose of the MMR, and no more.

10 years later, in 2007, she was in the 1st year of being offered the Gardasil vaccine.


I knew that this vaccine had been trialled on young women, but here they were, wanting to give it to pre-pubescent girls. It had never been tested on that age group. How did we know what affects it would have on their young, developing bodies.

It was an easy decision to take, as a mother, but not for my daughter to accept.

The memory of her screaming at me, whilst curled up on the stairs “You want me to die of cancer, don’t you?” will remain with me forever. I wondered what story had they been telling the girls at school?

So that is my history regarding vaccinations, up until 2 years ago. I considered myself someone who vaccinated for deadly diseases, with vaccines that had a proven track record, but was not going to vaccinate any child of mine for childhood illnesses that I and all my family and friends got, and not one person that I knew ever died. Nor was I going to vaccinate for a disease which can be controlled by safe sex and limiting sexual partners, to prevent the spread of the HPV virus.

In early 2017 I watched the full series of Ty Bollinger’s The Truth of Vaccines

It opened my eyes. I first met on screen Dr Suzanne Humphries, Judy Makovits PhD, Dr Lawrence Palevsky and many others. It took me down the rabbit hole, it made my head spin.


Now I am willing to write about what I have found, based on their work, and the work of others.

Thank you for reading this far. If you have any comments or questions, I will do my best to answer them.


Have You Missed Me?

It has been a while since I last posted. Where have I been? Well I have been down a rabbit hole, all in the search for health. And boy is it some rabbit hole. It is some maze once you get down there, and there have been times when my head felt like it was in a spin, pretty much like this picture.


What I have found is very controversial, and I have been reluctant to speak out about it, but the more I read, the more I realise the time is NOW to stand up and speak out. It is a topic that divides camps, sets sisters against sisters, mothers against mothers, each insistent that their camp is the right camp. Do you know what I am referring too?

Now I believe that there are very few mother’s who don’t want the best for their baby. If they don’t, then I am going to judge them as mentally ill. So for the purpose of this debate, I am going to say that mother’s want the very best for their children. But in my 40 years of working in a variety of health provider settings, I do not believe that we are healthier than when I started my nursing career. And I started to ask why?

What I found was a truth that was not easy to hear. Our health service is failing us. Why? Because we have been taught half a story about something that is so wide-spread, and it goes back hundreds of years.

Do you remember being taught at school, that Jenner saved the world from smallpox, by observing that milkmaids who had contracted cow-pox were immune from the disease? He thought it was a good idea to “innoculate” people with the pus obtained from the pustules. How gross. Can you imagine taking the pus out of a blackhead, and scratching a new born’s skin and smearing pus into it. Well that is basically what Jenner did. And we were taught that smallpox was kept in check, and eventually eradicated.  Only they failed to tell us that when the smallpox innoculation became mandatory, the incidence of smallpox actually went up, not down.

In Italy, where they over-vaccinated, small towns of a few thousand population had vast numbers of cases of smallpox. Towns such as Badolota, population 3,800, had 1,200 cases. That is almost a third of the population had smallpox despite being vaccinated. You can read far more about smallpox and all the other infectious and contagious diseases, in Dr Suzanne Humphries book “Dissolving Illusions“. Why did it not stop then? Why did people not see that it wasn’t working. Somehow or other the medical profession has us believing that they know better than the rest of us, without a medical degree, but believe me when I say, “there is nobody more educated than a mamma who has a vaccine injured chid”

They become an autodidact on the subject. Self taught without a formal education. They have spent hours listening to Dr Sheri Tenpenny, Del Bigtree, Robert F Kennedy Jnr, Prof Chris Exley, Brandy Vaughan, Dr Susanne Humphries, Judy Mikovits PhD to name just a few.

They chose a pathway of informed choice, which is our right before any medical procedure. But how often have we blindly done what our doctor told us to?

Which way.

Please come and join me as I try to explain why I think that vaccines are not all they are cracked up to be.

Blessings and Health


Where did 2018 Go?

Having goals are so mortant to keep motivation levels high?

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I am finding it hard to believe that I have not written a single post for almost a year. I wish I could say that I have been busy training, but that would not be the truth, although I have climbed a few more hills in the past year, than I have ever done in my entire life.

Now that 2019 is here, and the real countdown begins, then I am upping the walking and fitness routine in a big way. The weather has been a bit of a hindrance, and the wind is whipping up out there as I type, and tomorrow’s walk to Conic Hill has been cancelled. Oh Well!

On the plus side, I have done my first Nordic walk since this time last year, today.  And I am very pleased to say that my fitness level has improved dramatically over this time last year, so I…

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